I can focus on You

Blog,

With all this school stuff out of the way (I say as I literally just had to do a 1 hour module for mechanics of materials and 1 hour for biology and the semester hasn’t even started), I can finally focus on other things: I can focus on YOU! I can write stuff, that has been on my to-do list (blog post ideas) for what feels like centuries. And NOT stress out as much. Because guess what? It doesn’t even matter anymore.

I have to go back tomorrow. Just one more day. Pretty sad, but as far as packing and getting ready goes, I’ll all good and ready to go. Well I’m not good but you know that.

I have to do pre-stuff (for just about all of my classes at this point).

I think it’s just an engineering thing, because I don’t believe I’ve ad a single semester yet, where I have not to do stuff for classes..before the class even started. Before the semester even started. Either way, during a break. During summer or winter break. And each time it makes me mad but whatever. Because seriously why can’t they wait and WHY do they need to cut into the break time THEY gave me. But we already know I have a lot of problems with them anyway. Not exactly..my favorite people. Not even close, haha.

That is why I had to decide when to go back. I was going to come back as late as possible to my prison. But I decided to come earlier, and deal with the stuff that I don’t want to deal with.

Because not only do they want me to do stuff and watch videos before class starts (I hate being forced to watch educational videos, I really don’t prefer that method of learning, it rage-baits me) but download some software stuff/programs for ochem lab???? So since my laptop is in Madison anyway, I’m waiting to do the other stuff on my laptop, or whatever, when I’m back there anyway.

Also, it’s because I have no motivation right now. Crazy.

And, there’s other stuff I don’t want to deal with anyway, so that’ll be my motivation. It’s either one bad thing or the other…choose. And I’ll know what I choose. I’d much rather take the chemistry than dealing with people. Such rage bait for me right now. Thinking about all the people. Thinking about how everyone is coming back. Including me tomorrow. Early.

I am scheduling for this post to post exactly when my bus is departing, tomorrow. Depressing, isn’t it?