Funny coincidences (cowgirl posters)

One funny coincidence is that when I was originally, you know, so over the top excited to go to university before my entire life turned into a shithole and went to shit...uh...I was looking at decorations.

One of the cute ones I saw...I will actually try to find it.

Obviously, no one goes to university expecting to not get in, to because of some program have to transfer and find something else two years later.

I really wanted to go out west...but once it became clear that was not going to happen.

Well, I was actually pretty sad. I mean I highly disliked the idea and was not so happy or motivated anymore. I was pretty sad. But that's an idea of another topic later...

One of the posters were "cowgirl" themed. Of cowgirl boots and that sort of decoration.

Now look what's happening, I am going out west.

I'm going to be a cowgirl?

Wow, how do I feel?

Masha, I know you didn't want it like this, you wouldn't've wanted it it was going to be like this, but isn't this what you wanted?

All I can think about is how some people: that's like all they know about America. They think of cowboys. Isn't that a great part of it, though? I can be part of it?

Some people are so excited for me to go. They can't wait for me to go and become a cowgirl.

"Go get yourself a cowgirl hat."

I don't know what being a cowgirl even means to be honest.

I think of galloping, or a horse girl. I can't wait for mountains to be in my daily everyday view. Imagine sitting in lecture and that's your view outside. Or outside your house or your apartment.

And that just will be reality. The reality I wanted. The reality for me. Exactly for me. What's right for me...

Can't wait to go hike up mountains.

I guess I was made to be a cowgirl.

I guess I was always meant to be a cowgirl...leave those cowboys broken hearts left behind.