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Imagining me on that plane

Now I’m imagining myself on that plane…that fateful plane…


The one that would take me out of this state, for good.


Boy would that be a crazy ride.


What would I be thinking about? Probably a combination of the topics from recent posts.


It would be…tragic.


Tragic is actually such a good word to describe in this case. Like I feel like people use it all the time; they don’t understand what’s ACTUALLY tragic. What’s actually tragic is freaking…that. That would be tragic.


I would think, how? How did it get this bad? Why?


I would think about the crazy sense of an imposter.


How it was all a lie…and should’ve never happened…none of it…I made it so much worse, by ever showing up…💔


How there are people, out there, who straight stole and are living my life…


“They wonder why you hate them.” They fucking stole your life.

 
 
 

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