Bro I might transfer...

So progression, doubts about the future are all kicking my ass.

Maybe I don't belong at this university, and wasn't supposed to be here in the first place.

Remember that head vs. heart conversation?

Sooo...maybe choosing "heart" was the right choice after all.

I found out I almost definitely will have to apply for a semester extension; even that I will get it isn't guaranteed.

Perhaps the next step already right now is to start looking at different universities...for this Fall? For Spring 2026? For Fall 2026?

After that there is a potential other semester extension.

I don't know why this is so difficult, when it's my biggest goal in life and the most important thing in life to me; asides from like, people and God. But seriously.

If this is all I have ever been working towards, why can't I get it?

I have limitless motivation for this.

I also feel I have no other purpose in life.

Especially since I don't really think I will be or become anyone else; but maybe I can't even do this.

I'm a career woman.

I thought coming to university would be my happiest days and bring me so much happiness; but really, ever since coming here, I've never felt more lost, trapped, denied of my dreams, and doubtful of myself.