I’m just thinking, it’s not that deep. I’m not zoning out, or not listening, or don’t care, or being rude.

People tend to think that if I’m zoning out, being quiet, or not saying anything…well that that’s something some kind of bad thing. But it’s not bad. Is it bad to think, or reflect? Zone out? I sure think not. And it annoys the crap out of me.

People naturally do a little bit of this in regular conversation and day-to-day life but I guess I do it much more than anyone. I mean I can also literally sit all day and just think. I’m not saying it would be the best thing, nor even the worst thing, but I could. Now these were also the most depressing things. I was going through some big life events. I don’t believe most people can sit still and think for more than like…20 minutes. In fact I think they go crazy after about 20 minutes. Maybe much shorter. Maybe I am actually giving too much credit here. Maybe it’s more like just 15 minutes, or even 5…

I don’t understand and I’m annoyed by… are the biggest sentence repeaters and key takeaways here.

Another thing is not being to sit in silence. Related to this. Silence just equals = thinking and it is pretty damn simple.

Another big thing! Almost forgot! What makes me think that people can’t sit still and think for like 5 minutes, but much, much, less, is the fact that even for like five seconds looking off into space and zoning out, they think you’re not okay? And will instantly ask you.