Stages of grief, or, what is this?

Okay lately I’ve been feeling really weird as you can tell. Almost like it’s the five stages. Because I feel both super sad, and also super angry. At everyone and everything.

I don’t even know how it’s possible to feel both emotions at the same time, and to such a great extent, too!

It feels like I’ve already gone through these stages, these exact feelings, thoughts, and emotions, way too many times before! Over and over again!

I just feel annoyed at everyone and everything, and it’s because of how comically bad everything is. Just don’t want to talk to anybody or do anything…just be left alone (antisocial).

Everyone and everything is pissing me off.

This must just be, again, what happens when you take a person’s greatest biggest dream, (that they’ve been working towards their ENTIRE life with the utmost hard work) away from them. Break them down. Tell them they’re too dumb.