The fakeness…yeah I see it now

The fakeness…yeah I see it now.

I remember I had a blog post on here about how people say social media is so fake but that I don’t see it because I don’t see it’s fake and I don’t use it in a fake way.

But that all just feels like such a big fat lie now because I do feel like it is fake and I was using it in a fake way too.

I feel like if I were to use social media right now, I would appear so much happier than in reality.

I guess my logic was also that I’m very realistic on my blog (maybe some would argue too realistic).

It is for this reason precisely, that I have it deleted right now, for over a week now, almost two weeks. And I don’t plan to redownload anytime soon. Because it’s a lie.

I don’t know what’s going to happen now…

I don’t know what would make me redownload…nothing really. I might not be downloading it for a very very long time. Maybe never. At least, that’s how it feels.

It would just be such a lie, such a lie. Especially if I have to transfer, such a lie, such a lie.