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Two sides of me

  1. Freak out and worry about everything (Also read: Questioning my future)

    1. It's hard not to, when you feel like everything in your life is on the edge of a cliff

    2. You have NO idea what will happen

    3. You're wide-eyed, and terrified

    4. And it's hard having so many unknowns...as well as just that literally everything is an unknown and unpredictable

    5. These things are BIG too. We're talking career, education, life. I don't know, that pretty much is my life. Career. But it's more than than too, if you can believe it. Somehow my unknowns > life. They got out of control 😅

  2. Nah it's okay God's got it.

    1. Can't control it anyway

    2. So just relax

      1. That type of mindset

    3. Trust God, why don't you trust God? (I'm talking to myself by the way).

      1. I don't know, always been a tough thing...am I not being trustworthy enough? I'm sorry. I fully believe, but am I not giving myself to God? He's always in control.

    4. So then, do I just not worry, at all?

      1. I don't know, but it's easier said than done...

 
 
 

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