Vision board

Recently. I was super inspired to make a vision board. I have no idea where it came from. I have made them before, specially for a new year. Just what I wanted for that year, though. I mean once, for one year, it was 2023, I made a “future” section in the board (I mean on Pinterest, I realize I haven’t clarified that).

But I never made one for my FUTURE FUTURE. Like all my dreams, and stuff.

But I am a dreamerrrr.

Actually this has a connection to how I couldn’t sleep one night. Been sleeping bad, waking up, tossing and turning from side to side. But this specific night I went to bed pretty darn late, probably like 12am, but couldn’t fall asleep until 1am. Then I woke up at 4am and for the life (or death) of me, could not fall back asleep no matter what. So I didn’t. I went on my phone. I went on Vsco first, and then for most of the time I was on Pinterest, I was working on and adding to a board I had started earlier previously.

First, I’ll talk about what’s in the board. All that I have envisioned for my future, I guess. And then I’ll go over reflections and realizations. I might do that in between too, actually though.

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In the board: (I’m just going to go in the order of how I added stuff. There’s probably some kind of logic, maybe?) ALSO, THESE BOARD IS LITERALLY 1,100 pins

1. Surgical conferences

2. Playing piano at a fancy concert

3. My dream car, planned when I was probably like 8 or 5 years old (I just always knew what I liked and wanted, ok? And I stuck to it): a toyota Prius. Black or white.

4. Countryside nature. LIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE.

5. Paintings I want in my future house (textured paintings) Also figured out I liked these in probably second grade.

6. Future light green themed living room with white couch

7. Future light grey themed kitchen

8. SURGEON

9. MEDICAL SCHOOL AESTHETIC

10. ENGINEERING (specifically BME)

11. Stuff about a girl engineer specifically

12. Russian girl aesthetic

13. Russia/ukraine

14. Orthodox Church

15. Dark woods

16. Forests in Russia/ukraine

17. Women CEO (I don’t actually want this, I just like the vibes)

18. Red heels

19. Pink drink

20. Miss Dior perfume

21. Flowers, lots of flowers

22. Edith from despicable me (me as a character)

23. Lots of pretty dresses in my future, I guess

24. Lots of pretty nails too (actually I don’t know how this would happen, if I went into the medical field and surgery

25. Orthodox wedding

26. Espresso martini (please)

27. Deserts

28. Fancy vacations

29. PRIVATE JET

30. ORANGE CAT (I WANT)

31. Coco Chanel perfume

32. Brown boots

33. Opium perfume

34. Lil green shoulder bag

35. Sparkly wallet (so mom of me)

36. Mansion? With gates, double doors, a courtyard, a garden…

37. Master bedroom (grey theme)

38. First class

39. WHITE YACHT (boat) think outer banks

40. Riding a horse in the field

41. Pretty meadows with flowers

42. Sakura engagement (and wedding): the prettiest you’ve ever seen

43. Greece

44. France

45. Germany

46. Writer/author

47. Good style (mom but not in a demeaning way, the best stylish type of way possible) very put together, preppy. Like CEO/business

48. Art museum

49. A bunch of pretty girls for the vibes

50. Balls think Bridgerton

51. Mountains

52. Ocean coast

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Reflection: I need a very high paying job/career to fund all this lol, which thankfully I should have and be fine with surgeon.

I’m also tempted to make a in-life version. I have a mini phone printer.