mashatchesnokova

My self-esteem has never been lower…it is at an all-time low. Because that’s just what happens when you take away the one thing that was most important to me, and put it in the garbage. It was everything, and it was taken away. Me as a child, that heart was broken because I tried so hard, I tried my best, and it wasn’t enough. And that hurts. That inevitably hurts. Would it almost hurt less if I didn’t try as hard, and had something to blame? But I know that would kill me more, because I...

I treat my blog like a job now that I think about it. Because I… Will dress up, like put in effort and get ready just to write (to feel better while writing) Other times I will go somewhere to write, like a café Will tell my friends I need to “lock in” to write Especially if I haven’t written for a while! Listen to music while writing (I do the same with homework) Keep a running list of ideas and check them off when I’m done Am learning how to use the “scheduled” post feature Will edit and...

Blog, With all this school stuff out of the way (I say as I literally just had to do a 1 hour module for mechanics of materials and 1 hour for biology and the semester hasn’t even started), I can finally focus on other things: I can focus on YOU! I can write stuff, that has been on my to-do list (blog post ideas) for what feels like centuries. And NOT stress out as much. Because guess what? It doesn’t even matter anymore. I have to go back tomorrow. Just one more day. Pretty sad, but as far...